Study hard and strive for better results ... I must !!

Hmmm... r/s is last on my agenda these days...

Dunno is I resigned to fate or I am just so sick and tired of going thru the whole process again... haha but some frens dun believe me leh...

I tink getting a decent job after i graduate seems more important... then after tt comes the issues of the heart, like wat one fren advised me :

"yc, for the matters of the hearts, i think you shouldnt be so serious..."

Maybe i really shouldnt be so serious when the ppl around me are not. Well anyway, i shall strive for better results this year, get a good FYP tutor and then see where i go from there yeah... my major plans for the year...

As for chang, i guess i m kinda stuck in the singles club le... so no need to pin high hopes on me yeah... hahaha

Rumblings on a Tranquil Morning....

Its 5.41 AM in the morning... and as usual i cant sleep ... dunno izzit good or bad...haha Anyway its a good opportunity to catch up on my tutorials and read some of the lectures. I never knew the early mornings can be so tranquil and condusive for thinking and processing of info.8)

Just met up with my army buddies from 26 SIB on the third day of CNY. My my... I guess we are all old le... I realise I am the last person on the group who still has 1 1/2 yr before I start searching for a decent job...haha as for the rest of the group, they are either actively searching for jobs or they are already in their respective professions. Time flies... and it flies really fast and soon i must embroil myself with the hectic life of the working class... dunno if I am ready for the challenge though... haiiiz...

And as usual, the common topics of our interest are jobs, careers, ladies and r/s. So different from the army days when our lifes revolve around tea breaks, offs and leaves, and complaining about our supervisors... hahahaha Those were the good old days and we can only look forward now and progess yeah... nostalgic but optimistic !

May the yr of Pig bless all my family and frens !

Happy New Yr !!

Hmmm... Was There Something Going on There....

Couldnt sleep ... that y i m blogging at 730 AM. V-day just passed... and well i was all alone in my house... doing my tutorial, project and stuff...

But hey it wasnt that bad you know... y ??
Cos something nice may be blossoming yeah... i just have to wait and see. It was a chanced incident tt totally surprised me...

was i thinking too much or was there really something going on there.... hmmm...


BTW, me lilin ys and shiyan was having lunch in Can A and we were toking abt Jiahong and lilin as an item...wth... it was crappy lah... but i spurted something quite spectecular on behalf of lilin:

你可以喜欢我，我不一定喜欢你，但是，你不可以喜欢我又喜欢别人！
You can like me and i may not like you; but, you cannot like me and like others at the same time!)

That was the theme of the day man for lilin... wahahaha
Sounds very selfish and self-orientated. If ever i am to meet someone lidat... he/she will definitely be in my condemn list siah !! wahahaha

PS: So wat if you have changed; your heart and mind remains as rotten as before... 8)

402 BP Gathering

For some reasons, my sec school mates are very close to one another... from jianting weili air ... we r quite good friends despite us being just schoolmates back in BPGHS. Then there are also 'Niao'(Bird) Boon, Kang Lian, Teck Hock, Tweety, Jinrong and even Johny.... Of course, my 402 gang peeps are even closer...

We just had a steamboat dinner last Fri 02 Fed 2007... first time so many ppl turned up. I seriously think tt its Kuan Hsin tt y...haha anyway... yeah had a good time at the KTV after tt...

Sorry for the late post peeps, these are the pictures for the KTV session :



getting tired in KTV...haha of course lah...not singing how to 'high' haha



Keet started his 'hand-shaking' session with the audiences...haha



Keet is such a passionate singer... with YT being the willing 'die-hard' fan...haha

Hope our friendship last forever !! 8)

Am i such a Big Tree ??

It has been a busy week ... as usual...

Just finished my lab report and going to continue with tutorials and some self-study... Work is piling up... and i must say i m not really looking forward to CNY...haha...cos after tt it will be the quizzes and assignments... not to mention the projects...haiiiz...

BTW...something quite unusual happened this week. One of my schoolmate is kinda angry with me for the simpliest of reasons...haha weird... ok he likes this gal whom i know... and he tinks i m tyring to date her... but i was like... huh... ?? My point is... i seriously dun see the need for him to get angry with me...even if i really dated tt gal. (I did not date her at all...)

Am i such a threat to him anyway... ?? Kinda amused more than pissed myself...watever... maybe a little proud too... wahahaha

人说树大招风 , 我何来树 , 那风又是从哪里来的呢？
(The big tree will attract the wind... i dun even consider myself a tree... so where does the wind come from ? Wahaha)

I rest my case...

Surprise Surprise Surprise....

I found the answer to the last blog. Surprise surprise surprise... i was the one who actually found the answer. My fren was lamenting that she was kinda surprised that she used to have lotsa things to say to her ex but the feeling just faded off becos both of them were not communicating.... and out came my response :

"No effort lah !!"

And it suddenly occur to me that this is the answer for my dilema. No effort on both parties (in the case of my fren) and no effort on whoever the party saying there is no sparks le (see my last blog to understand wat i m saying). Why do i say that ? Well...think abt it... if one is willing to make the effort to communicate... even if both parties decided to part ways... its a sign that they understood each others issue(s) and most likely it will be an amiable breakup.

So yeah... surprise surprise surprise.....8)


P.S: Every night i ask myself the same question .... but the answer is always the same - NO I AM UNABLE TO FORGIVE... *winkz*

Something which I cannot Understand....

Just saw an old fren from JC days in bus 179 on my way home. Call him G. To my surprise, G has a new gf. Surprised becos i remember back in the JC days my another fren would tell me that G has a very stable gf. Then few weeks ago heard from another fren tt another long-lasting pair of lovers have separated too. A different fren from JC too, call him W. I remember W was with this gal since his sec school days man... even during army they went thru their r/s strong. Which makes me wonder, how come ppl are changing partners so easily ?

Perhaps they realise their ex wasnt their right one afterall ? Perhaps they found better gals ? Perhaps their ex decided to part ways.. i dunno seriously... which brings me to my question :

Is maintaining a r/s so complicated ?

Or maybe becos we now have more choices in society that we fail to really ask ourselves wat we need and want, rather than "the next will be better". I am not asserting that the old ways of 'prearranging partners' is acceptable; rather, i am sighing that the modern way of 'free love choices' may not be that great afterall...
There will always be the clash bet security and love.

I could recall pple telling me when the r/s gets too long, the sparks doesnt fly anymore (or hes more like a close friend than a lover); but, isnt it wonderful to have someone who knows u inside out in your life ? I mean i am fine with break-ups becos they knew they are not suitable for each other... wat i cannot accept is when the r/s gets to a stable point and suddenly its time to move on... no sparks... haha

Lovers can be good one day and break up the next day... no feelings ? not serious ? no sparks ? Or like i asserted - someone better is out there... i really dunno and cannot seem to fathom it.

A small part of me is starting to lose faith.... 8)

Anyway gotta go for my weekly jog le ... and it's back to mugging later...

ciao~



PS: Feel free to gimme some answers peeps !! 8)