Thursday, March 1, 2007

I Hate Myself for Being Right from the Beginning !!

Disclaimer: Before anyone starts screaming at me for looking into the past again... i will say this once and for all... after this blog there will be no more writing on someone so disgusting and this will be the last time i ever mention someone so distasteful (tt is after i tok to my uni buddies wahahaha )...wahahaha

The feeling of knowing you got the right answer from the beginning is bitter-sweet.

Bitter becos i vividly remembered phrases like "I will stay single for some time..." and "I am not ready from the past 7 yrs of r/s... very drained and tired" It's a nasty feeling when u considered being fooled by someone of that calibre... Oh so now i have to understand that one can be tired due to 7 yrs of crap but then suddenly lively again in 3 months !! Woohoo... something doesnt really tally there isnt it.... ? Haiiiz.... Can only blame myself to be so stupid and naive then. Not to mention that of everything, my mum has to be offended by someone of tt calibre... (This is my greatest regret from the shit that i have gone thru... sorry mum )

Now you guys understand y i cannot forgive and forget ? I never got the parents invloved in the first place - my mum is a little over-reactive i know; but at least show some respect to her isnt it ? Whether u r 5, 19 or 21, it makes no difference right ? My best frens have not even benn rude to her before... who r u to be so full-of-shit ?

Sweet becos "I m good" !! I felt those lies from the beginning and its a shame that they dun even have the guts to even let pple know abt them. Numerous pple disagreed with my views on the problem since day 1 and it feels good that they are proven wrong... In fact, someone got the cheek to say "I will remember that you deemed that i have not been serious on u before" Hah.. remember my foot !!

Oh well kinda pity the next victim though... heard he's a nice person... a victim of someone so selfish and only cares for herself. A leopard doesnt change her spots especailly someone so self-orientated ! She only wants pple to shower her with love and concern and then just discard you once she felt the responsibilities are taking a toll of her and she had enuff...

Nah enuff of my bitching...getting back to mugging leh... like i said... r/s is not on my agenda these days !!

PS: My mum is still very pissed... she still wants her air purifier back... if tt someone happens to see my rumblings... pls... u know wat to do.... anyway i doubt someone of her calibre ever uses it... i rest my case (seriously, my mum would rather donate it to an orphanage than let it rot in her care) !!!

ciao~

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