Looking through the night scene of Houston from my window seat, and thinking about my life in general, it dawned upon me – I am someone who is not romantic. On top of that, I don’t really fall in love. Perhaps because I never really met someone that I feel so connected to; I am like too rational and it is not really something you would want to fall in the sea of love.
Even as a brother and son in the family, I am someone who always relates things logically, at times forgetting the element of empathy when come to the people closest to me. And I guess I am just someone who couldn’t really express my concern in a loving manner. Like nowadays, I tend to look back at myself and call myself a bad brother because I have been real hard on my sis, especially when she was younger. As for my parents, I often neglect their feelings and go for the right and precise ways of doing things. I am getting better though… as least I am really trying as hard to change…
Back to the falling in love thingy, I guess I just don’t believe in falling in love… hahaha. It is such a complicated thing for me to understand, so I tried to rationalize it to natural selection, smell, genes even needs/desires. I do hope someone can change my view though… I really do…
I still believe Miracles do happen !
Haha… just another “emo” piece of writing from me when the night seemed so mesmerizing and tranquil.
Happy V-day to all love birds !!
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